Monday, November 1, 2010


i'm truly, madly fall in love with my religion. want to join me ? insyaAllah .

people could change. so do you , so do me. always DO . Remember. intention comes first. with strong intention, yeah, insyaAllah the actions will be great too . ohmaigod. i'm not ustazah. just trying to be a better person n i want all of you feeling the same. ( it feels like i'm .gedik. coz people could be easily said - alah kau, kubur masing2, ape kau kisah pasal aku?- but , hey, remember The Prophet Muhammad s.a.w said : Whoever, among you, sees something abominable should recify it with his hand, and if he has not strengh enough to do it, then he should do it with his tongue, and if he has no strength enough to do it , (even) then he should (abhor it) from his heart, and that is the least of faith . ( Muslim)

hm, i don't want to have the least of faith. but, eyh, in what way actually. ? maybe in writing coz i'm not good in speaking.n i know i'll say nonsense when speak. so, i think i just and need to write, from that , hmm. maybe among ten readers there will at least one reader come to get my point. hm , well, i know my blog is not too popular or lots of people come read frequently. heh. as long as i'm trying. there will no waste. indeed . kankan? haha

hm, back to our topic today. ( eceh kaw!)

i know most of you have ever heard this verse of Quran
This is because Allah has never changed a favor which He has conferred upon people until they change their own condition, and because Allah is Hearing, n Knowing. ( Al-Anfal 8:53)

hmm. As stated in Quran - Allah will not change my behaviour for me, if i, myself , refuse to change what i do, or who am i right now. It is all up to me. so obvious and clarity. Change myself , or else i will never change.Allah says He will never change anyone until they change themselves.

-penat beceramah! ade gye ustazah norba'ayah tak agak2 ?- haih. insyaAllah. everything will going to be fine. well, mind game .

p/s haih. sbab nak MUET 13th nov abeh writing english or manglish huh. berhabuk. bahana MUET ye brothers and sisters ! esok result kuar. one word to be said -tawakal-
ehem2 jahat sikit, creepy weyh ! hehe.

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