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hohehahi

On the far winding road
no one else can go beyond me

even if i'm smashed by the better reality
i pick myself up after being knocked down
and i push myself each time until i reach the end

when i'm continuously troubled without meaning, i'll cut off this hesitation
always
use a straight ruler to draw an outline of the future,
yesterday i did a number of courageous things
it goes beyond the high walls unlike what i imagined
i go beyond the vanishing point

i remember the last warmth is somewhere in this rain
what is important is the time lost in my hesitation

our promise will not end in this place

Therefore
use a definite ruler to draw
the outline of the unseen
yesterday i did a number of painful things
it goes beyond the high walls, unlike what i imagined
i look up at the other side of the vanishing point

is this dream scene a mere fantasy ?
it is the day the story
becomes unclear
the one who taught me strength
i hope to surely return again so i want to escape these feelings
i'll ta…

bliss :)

alhamdulillah, hari tu lpas aku posted psal aku bored mcm nak cich cicak dlm kari smbil main dam . roh dah semcam masuk dalam jasad, berpijak di bumi . tetap dan rata.

hmm. yeah . it's all about reading. sriously , anda2 , jikalau tkde bnde nak buat ape, membacalah. ok i'm not doing any iklan here , but don't take this as granted.SERIOUSLY READING IS VITAL IN YOUR LIFE .

ok, bukanlah aku nak ckap ape psal reading ni .korng mcm tak rasa ke memng membaca itu penting.mals la nak uls pnjang2 coz semua org pun tahu. aku pun x suke buang mase n lagi tak suka kalau kite lmbt org akn ckap - it's all about time- heh, sunggh annying. rase mcm nak hentak deck ats kepala dia smbil kata- how about your consideration bro , where's your patient? kate menander of athens - there is but one genuine love- potion- consideration kann? whre's your love then ?well, semuaorg ade reason dlmbnde yg dier buat -ok,mcm dah ke laut-

aku sukakan pembcaan.excuding bku skola.muahaha. start kcik2…
i'm lost . totally lost . help me, wake me up .( when september ends, ok. that's out of my league.ok. yu did it again.


ignore that -.............-


no . i just can't catch up , all these things . i need my zealous back . i want it to be shine . not like this. stupor. haaah?


its madly bored you know , something that u really want . but actually gives you nothing. makes you more idiot or dumb? strangely , iHATE HOLIDAY for the first time.cngrats mee>


p/s i need work ,

sebab

hati sentap mak nak.
sudah .

impossible.

ok.

ini

memang

kelaka

sangat .


ok.

biar

masa

menentukan .

jodoh dan ajal


di tangan ALLAH .

aku tak mahu ulas


mungkin

hanya

mainan perasaan .


jahat betul syaitan kann?


buat

aku

macam ni ?

aduh.

perasaan ni lumrah ok .


tapi

tolong

aku

tak mampu .


aduh.

iman harus dan wajib ditonjolkan.

ok. sngat. bukan nanti tapi sekrang .

ya Allah, aku takut .

haaa.


alaa. mcam nak ngis.


kenapa ni?


apa semua ni ? taknak laa.


dia dan kau berbeza. yang amat sngat. tapi kan.

“Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya ialah Dia menciptakan untukmu isteri-isteri dari jenismu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya diantaramu rasa kasih dan sayang. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang berfikir” (QS. 30 : 21).

ok. macam lari tajuk -.-'

seram sejuk laa. smpai mimpi bagai. aduh. takpee.

qada' dan qadar .

biar ALLAH tentukan.

enough. :)


p/s smpai mcm nak nyanyi lagu crush-david archuleta taw ! :"(

alhamdulillah

syukur pada Allah. now muet , insyaAllah .


p/s donno y i was so terrible in my speaking test just now . totally. sangat. n sngat2 laa . mcam rasa bukan dri aku . it was different side of mide. i was so nervous and i don't know why. sebab aku bukanlah org yang sangat nervous. even debat or speech pun aku blh agk2 cool je. and speak english very fluently. even sometimes, byak sngat idea smpai ckap laju. not to say laa. it just. haih. i was soo disappointed with myself. ye, mungkin Allah nak tunjuk kuasa Dia , kunfayakun, aku kurg practise n sngat yakin. n at last. see. perlu bermuhasabah ni zati. hopefully i can do muchmuchmuchmuch and moremoremore better on this saturday. go ! insyaAllah ! izzatizafirah chaiyok ! tiada usaha tiada hasil . like someone has said success often goes to a person who dare and act, never goes to the timid. nak ngis. tapi. taknak waste.

macamtaksangkalah

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sebuk ckap orang sensetif. tapi .
sebuk cakap orang pelik . tapi .
sebuk cakap orang complicated. tapi .






p/s emphasis on the brain and yourself friend. :)

memori yang tak disangka?

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out of sudden, i remember one song , that ehmehm . apa2 je lah . suatu ketika dahulu . yg agak mmberi ksan dlm hati. entah kenapa. ok. you're starting to be gedik now, subhanaAllah . inhale. exhale. inhale. exhale. so da bole tnang blum? much better. then. keep calm. ( looks mcm org gila kann? apa2 je lahh ! haha.

don't know why? it's not my gnre.