Monday, January 31, 2011

Monday, January 24, 2011

AMIRAH FARHANA ROSLAN

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.





will be missing u, dear. all the best there. jgn lupe usha2 tuk aku gak. kalau blh kirim la kat aku sorang due mamat mesir yang ade .

Friday, January 21, 2011

past , yes , change , yes

Taylor Swift- change
And it’s a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know it’s all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you’re getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I’ll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, we’ll sing hallelujah

So we’ve been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
We’re getting stronger now
Find things they never found
They might be bigger
But we’re faster and never scared
You can walk away, say we don’t need this
But there’s something in your eyes
Says we can beat this

Because these things will change
Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
And we’ll sing hallelujah, well sing hallelujah

Tonight we stand, get off our knees
Fight for what we’ve worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it’s the fight of our lives
But we’ll stand up champions tonight

It was the night things changed
Can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It’s a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah
Zatyrainz-18th January ’11



supposedly i want to distribute this song to my classmates last Tuesday on my persuasive speech. but, heh. don't have much time. but just enjoy and 'feel' the lyric .

Monday, January 10, 2011

tolak.tolak.tolak.push.push.push

perasaan yang unique . tak mampu nak di-expresskan . ya Allah, beri aku kekuatan, petunjuk, keutuhan .

insyaAllah

btw. takpayah nak doubt sngt la kann. life as a student , mcm ni la kann. moga kemanisan di noktah kehidupan . :D

Friday, January 7, 2011

the road not taken=the destiny or future of my life. who dcide ?




k. frankly, i feel disappointed. yes, i am. ianya satu perasaan yang tak mungkin dapat diodefinisikan . yup, when i submit my ic there n after the result came out, i feel so relieved and a bit shocked coz at the same time hoping a higher result. but, yes. Allah planned the best for me . kita hanya merncang Allah menentukan kann. i don't want to think bad. i just likee. hmm. k. sblum aku bkak result tu, aku da doa. mungkin ini hala tuju masa depan aku . coz, aku memng dri kcik nak amik phsychology and i wish that if i gt band 3 k, means that i'm going to take physchology and if i gt bnd 4 insyaAllah i'll take and just proceed my study in law. tetapi sekarang . yang membuat aku tak tnang,yang membuat aku mcam nak gila pkir bnde ni, smpai demam and mcm tak nak jumpe sape2 and hanye nak tdo ( but i just make it flow nicely to avoid my brain stuck maybe). aku dah terikat dgn UITM . how can i take physchology if the course is not there, howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ? oh. my. i'm going crazy. hingus memang da meleleh( sila, tarik dri tuk mngenali gdis tidk snonoh ini ya -.-') otherwise, i just need to accept any course provided . BUT. excuse me, u want generation to be succeed but u just give any course that u want to fulfil to those who are not dserve. who have their own ambition , their own vision,and mission too !

it looks stupid okay, lots of student that hve 4 flat in their hand or 3.5 abve c.g.p.a BUT because of BAND 3 , they need to get or enter the whatthecallofit - COURSE LELONG YE?- haish, ridicilous, means that u're just musnahkan our impian taw. ( tgok da gye gedik kuar! ) sedih okayy. rmai gile yg dpat band 3, ouh yes, sape yg still nak proceed law still kan repeat their muet on march. but to those yg memang nak kuar like i nii cmner syg ? kasihanilah mereka, mereka ada cita2, ade impian yang perlu dIanggapi (eh, betul kat phrase ini?) . biarlah , ape yang mereka blajar tu ade passion supaya our next generation kita lebih cmerlang, gemilang dan terbilang. buat ape amik smpai 800 lebih, tapi yang dpat melepasi tuk amik law hnye lah 3 rtus bbrepa lebih just because of need to get BAND 4 and above? hmm. takpelah. every single or tiny thing obviously have the own reason kann? lee it go. biarlah . aku ngn kwn2 aku yang under uitm ni yg da lepas limit 4 c.g.p.a but x lepas MUET msih keliru dgn mase dpan dan belajar melalui kesilpan sesiapa laa. takpe. insyaAllah. aku serah pada Allah . Allah tentukan takdir dan khidupn aku, if ade orang memnang skrang, aku terima je la kot. haha. ( see, at this time your horny feeling blh melonjak? haih:'( )



p/s wani , cngrats my dear, kau bersyukur ade course yg ko nak kat uitm . chemical engineering eyh? waa. suke2! insyaAllah dpat yee >.< and also budk kptm -best lah anda semua blh wat decsion to your life and buat aku rse mnyesal coz tak mintak kptm law dlu- hmm >:

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

ijustdon'tbelieveandtringtobekewlenough

menggnakan agama sbagai tanda kehidupan tanpa berlandaskan hati kepada iman . -ego-
hati bagai nak gelak, menggelitik mcm menari tapi jiwa sengsara , ibrat api yg menggelagak. ade different ke ?

STRESS tu feeling yg sngat menarik dan agak cool . life is awesome with that . you,you, and you , keep it up . i likeLOIKE it . just make it repeating okayy )0.0

Limfoma dan Chemoteraphy

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